Right now im in school.. Free periods. Smsing DaddaD even though my pp8 is left with $5 or maybe less. *Sigh* Later on i have to attend the Speech Day rehearsal. Soo stupid u know. I didnt even know i won an award.

My whole schedule for this week is messed up! No time to spare for DaddaD. I feel so guilty. Extremely guilty. When he msges me, i'll usually be studying or doing homework. Argh!! I need a time out. BUT i cant i have to push on. The good news is im left with only 2 months or so, then this nightmare will be over... *Happy Smile*

Aniwaez...I wana tell u about this dish my mum made ytd. Its soo DELICIOUS!! It is served cold. Its macaroni mixed with mayo, little bits of chicken, small wedges of potato and pineapples!! Salad macaroni! She should have added mushrooms. Would have tasted nicer. But the dish looked bland. Who cares aniwae? Its so yummy!! I want more!!

Erm, im beginning to feel hungry myself... Hahahaha...!

I dont know why but thoughts of death have been filling my mind nowadaez. Not of me snuffing myself but of losing someone i hold dear.. Freaky..

Im also getting tired more easily..maybe its because of my period. Haha. Mood swings..nope. Eating like a pig..no. Staring into space...yes. Drinking alot of water..more than usual...yes.

I love eating cold oreos with a glass of milk!! It feels comforting somehow. I hate the fact that money is an important factor in life. *Hmph*